May 2010
Realize.
If one thing is sure, it’s that everything changes. No matter where you are in the world, it will still continue to spin and change and grow. The people around you are going to grow up without you and start their lives off somewhere else. The same people that you grew up with and built a life with.
One thing I’ve realized lately is that I have a fear of losing the people that I love....
The Lesson Of The Moth
“i was talking to a moth the other evening he was trying to break into an electric light bulb and fry himself on the wires
why do you fellows pull this stunt i asked him because it is the conventional thing for moths or why if that had been an uncovered candle instead of an electric light bulb you would now be a small unsightly cinder have you no sense
plenty of it he answered but at times...
Belly
I had a dream last night that I was pregnant. Logically, I was trying to figure out how exactly it happened, because it’s not like I have sexual relations with people. It felt so real and I felt like my life was about to change drastically. I don’t know who the dad was, but I remember putting my hand on my belly and feeling a foot press up against it. It was weirder than weird thinking...
I have a theory that if I wish it hard enough
it’ll happen.
I’m wishing for you to kiss me. Please don’t ignore this, I don’t want to have to lie to my diary.
Question.
I wish life was less complicated sometimes. Now don’t get me wrong, I live an awesome life and have everything and everyone I could ever need (kind of), but there are answers you search your entire life for that just don’t exist.
Every human is looking for answers. Even if it’s just the universal, “Why?”. Nobody understands everything as much as they’d like to...
Incomplete
It’s not a grade, it’s not an unfinished thought, it’s not just a word. It’s a feeling. A feeling of sheer ‘empty’.
Hello tumblr.
It’s been a few days. My most sincere apologies. I’ve been out spilling water on myself, salsa, and various other items. I’ve also been really frantic the past few days. Tomorrow I have a huge test. Not sure if I’m really ready. I am beyond prepared. I know what to expect, how it’ll be graded, what to look for, how much time I have for it, several test...
Dear John,
Well hello, John. I didn’t think I’d be hearing from you for a while. You’re awful at communication, but yet you love being around people. It’s one of the few things I never understood about you. I wanted to let you know you make me feel small. It’s kind of a strange thing to mention, but it’s the honest to God truth. Next to you, things in my life don’t...
So I'll run to you
I will run, I will run.
